My fan-heart is broken

I know I must be really behind with this information, but it IS brand new for me, and my little Fan-heart is devastated! I've just learn that Neil Patrick Harris is gay... and I don't of course mean "happy" gay, but GAY gay, and with that all my hopes and silly dreams are dumped in the trash... Buhu, I really think he is soo effing CUTE!!! I guess my gay friends won't be thrilled if they read this... you know I love you guys, but you're getting a large fare of the hotties out there!!! ... well, it's not like I can't look at him anymore... and he continues to play roles in which he is straight (I don't like that word, it makes it sound like gay people were bent by contrapossition), and quite frankly, I'll never meet him... so I guess it doesn't matter.
But I had to get it out of myself, and now that I have, I realize that Paul Bettany is still straight, sure he is married to one of the most beautifull women out there (even though there's something in her mouth (or maybe it's he voice?) that i dislike), but I'm almost engaged to the best man I actually know, so... You actors do nothing but mess with my head, I shouldn't like you guys anymore!
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Nah, I guess it's impossible, I still like you! you're super cute and great actors and have beautifull partners!!!! Just... Try not to break my heart again OK?, and I promess to be a goody fan, never sending you mennacing mail and stuff ;)

Bye bye, my phantom crew of readers, IF you want, you are wellcome to leave here a piece of menacing mail. No... just kidding...